Thursday, October 29, 2015

 I’m tired of life hitting the fan the way that it does.

I get that it happens to everyone, but my life is seriously addicted to hitting the fan continuously.
Tuesday, October 27, 2015

 This whole 75% off Kate Spade sale thing going on has my wallet crying in pain.

Sunday, October 11, 2015

 I really wish I had a best friend.

Someone who called me to hang out, someone who wanted to get coffee or just to text and see how I’m doing. Someone to talk about life with, go shopping with, bullshit with, send funny selfies to each other.

I’m so lonely.

Like I don’t have any hobbies or friends or anything much going on besides Mike. I love him to death and I love spending time with him, but I keep making him spend all of his time with me and I feel like I’m just completely smothering him to pieces.

I just wish I had someone in my life that I could talk to.

Recently I’ve been feeling like my emotions hit a wall and have nowhere else to go.
Saturday, October 10, 2015

 I’ve never literally cried after seeing a photo of myself until today.

So that’s really sad.

 I think I have nothing to look forward to.

I’m really tired all the time and I cop an attitude for no reason at everyone and everything.
I feel sick all the time.

I think it’s my back problems.
Monday, October 5, 2015

 I need like a pack of cigarettes, a red bull and a huge box of tampons because my day has been a real shitter

Sunday, October 4, 2015

 I thought wayyyy tooooo much today.

I am so depressed.
I’m literally drowning in it.
Saturday, October 3, 2015

 It’s truly a shame that I just can not be happy.

I can not just sweep things under the rug.
I have to tear down all of the walls and complain about the sunlight that beams down upon me