Tuesday, July 14, 2015

 I’m really surprised that I have new traffic on my reverbnation page.

When I first started singing, I was fourteen and tone deaf. I worked for years on my voice, I took three vocal lessons a week and practically lived at the studio. I wrote, produced and played music almost everyday at the studio until I turned 21.

I hit a wall, I got a ton of negative feedback and I was told that I wasn’t a good singer and wouldn’t ever be. My boyfriend at the time actually told friends not to come to my shows because I was horrible and he didn’t want me to feel embarrassed.

I stopped singing all together when I turned 21. I couldn’t take the negativity and I was unsure who was lying to me, who was telling me the truth. I became so insecure that I pushed it all away. I remember calling my vocal coach and canceling my appointment. I really never called again after that and I literally WORKED at the studio. I just didn’t show up. Ever again. I still haven’t gone back.

Right now I’m locally ranked at #14 and I uploaded my Demo music around a week ago. Needless to say, that’s a hell of a lot better than expected.
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