September 14th 2013

Saturday, September 14, 2013
I didn't get the FT spot I wanted so badly at work.
Again.

I can't even explain how much I hate my life at this point.
I don't know how I'm going to get out of bed tomorrow.
I don't know how I'm going to walk back into work in 45 mins.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know how it could get worse.
I don't think I can handle all this rejection.

The things I love the most do not love me back.
Am I unloveable?

What is it about me that always gets held back?
I got my heart stomped on twice in one week.
Just stomped on.

I'm just sitting in my car trying so hard not to just completely fall into little tiny pieces.

I don't think I've ever felt my heart hurt so much.
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