Tuesday, August 27, 2013


August 26th 2013

Monday, August 26, 2013
So I bet tonight Robin Thicke really thought it was finally going to be his VMAs. He has a huge hit song and a really crazy act. He was gonna really show the world his shit this year.

So I bet One Direction really thought tonight was going to be their night, considering the craze and so many fans they have. I bet they were thrilled because they knew everyone was watching them for reactions after Swifty did a not so swift speech.

But then…

Justin Timberlake happened and yet again reminded us that Robin is a cheap knock off who has to hump things to stay relevant.

Nsync popped up from the floor and showed One Direction that even in their old age they could still do the damn dances and to go the fuck back to England.

August 25th 2013

Sunday, August 25, 2013
I've been really trying hard for this to work. I really have.
I don't understand why it's not falling into place.
Maybe I'm forcing it.

August 24th 2013

Saturday, August 24, 2013
Close your eyes so tightly,
It's like their sewn together.
Even the slightest flutter
Could ruin you forever

August 16th 2013

Friday, August 16, 2013
I'm just sitting in the mall enjoying myself and this guy sits right near me and is on the phone with Verizon just going off about how his voicemail doesn't work.

So I'm sitting here like … My whole life is tech support, I'm in my uniform, are you trying to get me to help you?

Why are you doing this in the mall? Shouldn't you be home or like at the Verizon store?

August 15th 2013

Thursday, August 15, 2013
Okay, so earlier today I went to work at 9 and worked a long, grueling day. I was on the way home and I was told not to buy food, just come home. I did and my mom was making pancakes for dinner.

I can't really eat pancakes, I've gotten sick almost every time I've had pancakes, but there she was making pancakes.

It was the icing on my cake for the day, basically.
So I tweeted about it.
Of course I get the "25k people die a day due to hunger"
…… figures

August 13th 2013

Tuesday, August 13, 2013
We fight a lot :(

August 10th 2013

Saturday, August 10, 2013
Emily is such a bitch.
Paige throws this huge party for her birthday and she is all butt hurt because she already she she wasn't going to swim.

August 9th 2013

Friday, August 9, 2013
Talk about a downgrade, Aria - shit.

August 8th 2013

Thursday, August 8, 2013
I can't believe it's been almost seven years. I don't know, I hope you feel horrible for what you said about me.you kicked me when I was down and then told countless lies to people about me. I was so young and you were too, but good god the things you said wrecked my social life.
You sit there staring forward like if you stare hard enough maybe we won't be in the same store together anymore.

It's really sad because it's hard for me to even think back to when we actually spoke, or were friends or even like liked each other. I mean at one strange point we cared about each other. It's just the weirdest thing to be in a room with someone who hates you as much as we hate each other.

We will never be friends. We will never speak. Ever. But somewhere back in time we loved each other and I guess that counts for something.
I feel bad because at first I really blamed myself for the things and really let it take a toll on me, but I didn't deserve that. I was good to you and asked for nothing in return. You turned around and cheated, then so embarrassed of your actions you turned tables on me and went after my reputation.

The more you sit staring blankly forward the more I realized you're embarrassed for doing what you did to me, but it'll be too hard to say it.

That's why we will never be friends and you can keep blankly staring ahead.


Wednesday, August 7, 2013


Tuesday, August 6, 2013


August 5th 2013

Monday, August 5, 2013
Have to be at work at 8:45 tomorrow, ugh!

These early shifts are totally killing me. 

Anyway, I've got my Nike+ Fuelband finally charging. I was able to locate the charger and that doesn't always happen. I also imported all of the date and times for activities at the gym.

I guess my current goal is to really work on my fitness, but still eat the stuff I'd like to eat. I have a nice calorie counter on my phone, so I'm going to use that to track my nasty habits!

I really need to get back into it so tomorrow after work I'll review the classes and go ahead and do at least one.


Sunday, August 4, 2013


Saturday, August 3, 2013


August 2nd 2013

Friday, August 2, 2013
Back in 2005 I went looking to start vocal lessons after my chorus teacher told me I might have an ear problem. 

I went to Atlantic Arts in Jupiter and tried out in front of one of the coaches. I was then told that I would never be able to sing on pitch or key. I left that place feeling horrible about myself and quite embarrassed that I had ever tried.

After a few weeks my mom told me to get back on the horse. We found another vocal coach willing to work with me and I went every week for an hour.

In 2008 I began recording my first album. In 2009 I had done over 10 shows in my area.

Today Atlantic arts went bankrupt. 
It sucks to stomp on dreams, doesn't it? ;)